;outset



the minute you walk through my door. i knew this love is forever more. then you told me all this lies. see the tears filling up my eyes. all i want is a piece of heaven. you taught me right from wrong. and told be to be strong. but now im better off alone. searching for a better home.


;goodbye

A fool walking alone waiting for the clouds to go; the sun to come out again. Turning sixteen on the seventeen of may two [double-zeros] five. Have passion and interest in dance. However with weak technical background and cant cultivate what she wans.
Likes the color red and black. She is tall. Up to 170cm. She is not fat. I suppose so, with a mass of 50.5kg. A pleasant girl who enjoys to be herself and be with her friends. Can be rude, attitude and is violent and rough. Undergoing her GCE-Olevels this year. Sad right?





`Tian

> Friday, July 08, 2005

wow
4mth since i last blog
hmm
sorrie for that
cuz tts some prob w my modem which doesnt allows me to access to the net

who cares whether i updated my blog
.
byes.
i think i don wanna blog anymore.
dono.

;continuedd herr journeyy* at [9:35 PM]

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

its a long time since i last blogged.

o level result's out today.
i dono how people i know did.
cuz i din ask.
and it does concern me neither.

but it was tedious.
we had to stay in the stuffy hall.
real damn hot.
and sat til our butt rot.
out leg numb.
torture.
suppiah n nathan sure have a way to torture us.

i passed my geog.
mircally.
i thot i was gg to fail.
13/25
not very good grade.
was not very satisfied.
ky got 19/25
she's mad.

im going to fail my physics.
trust me.
tmr.
wad fcuking statistic electricity n current electricity?
crapp.
i don understand a fuck.
VJ lousy.
cannot teach
still wanna teach.
okay. i don mean to insult him.
but get it right,
it's a FACT
ask our class those who's taking physics.
they will give u the same ans.
dono how he manage 2 yrs.
taking care of o`level classes.
i miss ms aishah. mrs kumar. erm. even ms cheng n julie tan.
cme?
worst.
why cant i read books in class?
u prefer us to talk uhh?
when i took out my book.
he'll complain.
ky was reading it from head to toes.
n he was keeping quiet.
biased.
haha.

ok.
i gonna slogg for phy.
i don wanna fail.
n mt.
chinese test tmr
3 chps.
think i gonna make it.
ok freak.
dance.
shiit.

hope we can convince ham to let us change the way the devils customes.
cuz i don see any wrong if we change.
cuz we look freaking suckling with that suit.
we had better suggestion mister.
uh hhhuh.

and sad to say.
im losing confidence in dis performance.

the devils are losing their mood knowing that we are going to wear those shit costumes. the cheekies n soldiers are still losing the steps. *last part*
ok i think ham is gg to b disappnted. sorry.

;continuedd herr journeyy* at [7:09 PM]

Sunday, February 06, 2005

***WARNING***
PLS support the unity troupe on [[o6th march 2oo5]] for anti drug campign !!
it's a hiphop dance competition organise by 'some organisation'. we had our 2nd runners up last year in the prelim. this time round we will win the war and race with numerous convent girl schools together. we will be meeting RGS n CHIJ-TPY (last yr champion in both our prelim round and finals) whom will be sending in two teams this year.

VENUE: SUNTEC CITY
DATE: o6th MARCH 2oo5
TIME: TO BE CONFIRM

we promise to make a good show
so be there and shout out your lungs at us!!
dance rocks u!



everything is not going to be fine.
NO.
so meaningless and empty.
i still think of you.
I HATE THE NEW YEAR!!





yes i m afraid.
i m afraid of hurting u
not afraid of being hurt
i don wanna make another mistake
again.

;continuedd herr journeyy* at [11:32 PM]

Friday, February 04, 2005

****!!!IMPORTANT IMPORTANT!!!!****

Take note of the coming event of our Unity Dance Troupe on 6th March 2oo5 presenting the funkiest hiphop moves at the ANTI-DRUG Campign -prelim- 2oo5. PLease make sure to be present on that day to give us your full support.

Information as below:

Date: 6th March 2oo5 [ Sunday ]
Venue: Suntec City
Time: NOT CONFIRM.

We'll promise to do a good show.
Just make sure you turn up.

The POWER will rocks on!

Tian`//

;continuedd herr journeyy* at [2:31 PM]

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

now at guanine lab sia.
zhiling starting to luff like hayena AGAIN
omg
she's beside me dis time round.
haha.
so long nv update my blog le sia
wads happening
oh
pc hang sia
dono wad happen
not hang la
is dono wad wei did to e com
cannt operate le
but e repairman coming dis coming fridae
where funkamania is taking place
woohoooo.
details for those who are interested to go k:

erherm.
Date: 28 January 2005
Venue: Ngee Ann City Civic Plaza
Time: 6pm (think so)

be there k guys
cuz e coolest crew the iLLers will be there and win e trophy. ((:
trust me.

heehee.
k ciAoz.
still gt dance training in like half an hr time

actually im here to dl songs needed for e antidrug sia
but so sorry
cnnt find
cuz hse com spoiled mar
cnnt dl
den no body can dl
ma de
so sway
k lar
o
todae waiming bdae
evnthg i hate heem
wahaha
happi birthdae

;continuedd herr journeyy* at [2:21 PM]

Friday, January 14, 2005

GUYs are jerk!
they are freak!
They are low-classed animals which use only their lower part of their body to think. Why aint there any decent guys in the world? Why do they exist in e first place?

Scientific explanation: they exist to prolong the natural of reproduction.

MY explanation: they exist to insult girls and humilate them and use them as wadever shit they feel like it.

why is adam a guy? why did eve fall for him? why did god create them?

wadever shit i m writing pls pardon me.
i just cant stand some jerks on earth.

apologised to those who's attached to some wonderful guys. u girls are lucky.

aya actually dis's wad happen:

i was traveling home in bus 3o7 - boarded opposite lot one. i saw dis disgusted scene on bus. as i sat down, i realise there was dis couple [girl uniform, boy homeclothes] behaving so disgusted on e bus. wadever shit it was i m not going to describe but i had this feeling:

"Desperate guys get girls to satisfied their 'needs' by having someone physically able to touch and let him feel like a guy?"

what the hell man.

totally disappointed about guys.

i think all freaking good decent guys are all extinct in the world.
they were either attached OR married.
sad right.
then wad choices does the remaining girls left?
being insult and humilate by some jerky bastards?

o man.
if this is my life.
i rather be a lesbian.


//PS. I AM NOT A LESBIAN wakaka. don wu hui worh.

sad right. nvm. i am NOT lonely being alone. ((:

Anth entry of me since monday.
tues: had dance. o dear. it's a torturious one. we had brushing ups for syf. 'chaneling' w/o my dancing shoe was reallyy terrible. i had blisters at the end of the day. we had selections for danceworks. the seniors were seriously werent pleased w the enrolment. there are peeps whu gt selected on deir first day of lesson and some juniors whu went thick and thin w us werent selected. it is gg to b a ALL-GIRLS performance. sum peeps werent happi abt dis. ok. a fact is that the guys aint gg to be committed to the performance and the passion is not there. i dont wish these guys will ruin our dreams of gaining the champion for dis coming event. i have very high hopes and expectations for myself in this coming event. i really wish we could obtain the top three in the prelimary round and get into the final stage. good luck girls!! lets work hard for this coming performance!! hey peeps who read this. Pls come and support us, detailed will be posted later on so stay tune kks wahaha. ((:

wed/thur: let it pass pls. its just normal skool days with me waking up at 6.15am and slacking for phys and poa. and i couldnt remember much neither.

nx

fri/today: hmm. there was so many single periods today. phys, bio, emath and mt. i really pity mdm lim. she is a good teacher in fact. but our class just get too un-controlled. i dont know. i felt that she is a good teacher. but she is giving us up soon. so sad. 'sorry lao shi'

after sch had a talk w joys xy kang w ky outside e conference rm. were discussing about the dancework stuffs. xy n joys really like the guys to join in. sad thing to say: justin weiping ben rejected our kind offer. wth. fine. we can survive w/o guys.

went 7-11 makan food. cuz we todae budget. haha. ysd ate macdonals no money liaos. so today makan maggi mee. went lot one w my darlingg kkai yyin!! erm. shop for caro present. tmr her burfdae ler. den went pop a lil. saw mukamil myy old buddyy-plus-neighbour. went library. so guai right? ((: looked for books concerning dance. lol. wahaha. but in e end was just some weird longg nagging theory CHINESE novels. but nvm. i took out one book so geogology. abt natural disaster on tsunamis, earthquakes, volcanic eruptions, floods, bla bla bla.. and dis erm. wedding fashion book.[im getting married!!] hahaha. we sat at e children section. my darlingg was doing her chinese homework. she so kelian sia. so many chinese homework. walau. so damn damn damn damn damn COLDDD. brrrr. we had no watches nor hp w us so we cant check out e timing so decide to leave. saw yingjie n some seniors. she turns pretty ler. ((: saw kang too. she learning malay. lol. went down e escalator saw yupei shelly n qiaoyi. dey wearing unity uni. haha. went breadtalk buy bread den went back.
den e 3o7 thingy i said ler wad. hmm. tts it.

wahh sian.
sat gg cpf board in e morning. caro bbq in e evening.

sun gg raffles city attend illers' free lessons on locking popping breaking bla bla bla.. wanna go!!!!!! ((:

;sleepy

;continuedd herr journeyy* at [6:16 PM]

Monday, January 10, 2005

i climbed the stairs all the way to 13th floor.
i noe i m crazy.
just don feel like taking the lift.
so took a 'walk'

met this weird and interesting old man in the bus
he was preaching about how studies are important
and talking about how fortunate the childrens now adays were
and dis lil junior of mine [whom i dono who]
an indian girl. and me was like. "???"
but nvm. he is old. he's eighty. so must respect.

we had character building today.
and VJ was like totally preaching the whole three lessons cuz e class werent listening at all. wahaha.

geog nx. chan was grumbling again.

recess.

went hall to assemble.
nx nx
we had english
okay. an interesting one here.
we had reading
and was reading-aloud
when it came to desmond
fausta tan came up with a stupid idea
he ordered the whole class to assemble and we headed to the bball court
we sat around the 'eagle'
and desmond had to shout aloud.
wahaha.
sounds farnie.
den ww was saboing some girls
kaiyin kana
vien kana
yin so pityful today
morning headache + gastric.
nv takkaire of ureself lar.
den fausta tan was demanding us to get ourselves a journal.
and he will be the one reading.
o pls.
my lunch was milktea + wedges + hellopanda.
diet? wahaha.
tmr gt trainings.
i hate ncc
i hate ncc.
ok done.
i noe wad i can write for my eng journal now.
full pg of
" I HATE NCC "

;continuedd herr journeyy* at [5:08 PM]